swim the seas of blue just to drown in you

its been a long time since i made one of these!
sats soon. yay. party hard = study hard. like always.
i wanna learn the cello.
i also want to learn how to fly. thatd be nice.

sorry for being m.i.a.
i wish i had some pretty way of phrasing what i want to say, but i just cant think of it!
i want to go to iceland. im in such an iceland mood. so here's some olafur for you; enjoy! i need to go prepare and english exam!

I am still in awe.
The Monster Ball Tour was the most amazing thing I have ever been apart of of. It was the largest, most incredible dance party that could ever exist. My friend had a hair bow, I had a lightning bolt, there was a man with a boom box blasting Gaga, the costumes were incredible, I cried of happiness during Speechless and You and I. Monster was my favorite performance though, there was blood and everything! Mama Monster said she loved us and now I can die happy. She also shone her disco stick at us! It was the greatest, happiest night of my life.
Please! If you have been to see her live, tell me your stories! I would love to hear them.

I am seeing Gaga in two days. TWO DAYS! It will be my first concert ever and I'm so crazy excited. It's also my first time going on a train!
 
I hope everyone is having an amazing summer!
 
Oh! Please everyone go check out the Harry Potter trailer. Those minutes are so worth it.
 
Also. Start yoga. Man, it just makes everything about me stronger and healthier.

long time no see! sorry i have been severely absent from this site.
oh why must i always use blue? i love blue, i feel like all my sets are blue. i love it.
 
on a more serious note, i have got this leather journal that it so intimidating to look at. its supposed to be for all of my writings and my hopes and even for all of my fictions.
i am so scared to even look at it. i just feel sad and like i can't write anything good. i have never felt so intimidated. i feel so scared. i always do nowadays. i feel like there is this huge empty hole in my body. and i have no idea how to fill it, or what with. this is what has been frightening me for so long. i hope i soon overcome this.
sorry for being more serious, but i wanted to express something. i would in my book, but its too beautiful and scary too open.
have a lovely day, and a lovely vacation darlings!

I'm so excited<3 It is going to be the best day ever.

RIP J.D. Salinger. You brought a wonderful best friend to the world, and you will be forever appreciated.
 
GivesMeHope.com is the greatest thing that I have ever come across. I feel so happy. Sitting here listening to Bon Iver, slightly watching the Grammys and reading the most inspiring, heartful, sweet, hopeful stories that true, generous people can give. It makes me think that my future will be great, with people like this in it.
 
Not much can top this feeling right now. I feel like I'm on top of a mountain. This is what music and writing can do to a person. It may seem small, but I am so happy and I hope everyone can feel this feeling.

i wish you knew. but i don't want to tell you, not yet. you don't care yet, not like you should. i can't help but smile every time i see you, but you should know, one day, that i always seem to want to cry. you're beautiful. you're smart. you're fun. you make me laugh. you're the guy every girl would want. i'm not quite sure if you are what i really want, but i can't help but write down how i feel. you'll probably never know, but i love you. i always have and i doubt i will ever stop. i hope you live out your dreams and find the women you're meant to be with, because you deserve every bit of happiness.

i have been tagged!<3
 
well i guess i shall state some facts:
1. i am currently infatuated. i do not 'like' him, because i never really say that, but i am certainly infatuated. i don't really know him that well, for i fear if i do it might shatter my illusion of him being completely incredible. the highlight of my school days are when i pass him in the hall or see him across the room at lunch:)
2. glee is my happy show. pushing daisies used to be, but alas it was canceled for some unknown stupid terrible reason. but seriously wednesdays at 9oclock are a very happy time for me.
3. the military is very important to me. a lot of my family is in the military and it holds a strong place in my heart.
4. i fear that people will never get to know how enchanting i actually can be. i am sort of shy, so most people don't realize my ambitions and magic that i see in my imagination. i fear that i wont get close enough with anyone for them to actually understand me truly.
5. the last six books i've bought are; dorian gray, wuthering heights, great expectations, sense and sensiblity, pride and prejudice, and gullivers travels.
6. harry potter is the best thing ever. jk rowling is a genius. my friends are incredible because we have hour long conversations on harry potter. that is why i love them.
7. he has no idea, but my brother is sort of the most important person in my life.
8. i dream of being a travel journalist. if i could do that, marry my true love, write a best selling novel i am proud of, travel the world, and have a big family i could die happy.
 
i tag;
blue pony
fluffy88
jackie rose
margo♥
ittle parisienne
<3

happy halloween!
i don't really enjoy halloween that much, but i thought i'd make a set anyway.i mostly made it because i wanted that marlon brando and james dean photo in a set. ahhh, i just adore those men. how could you not? they are amazing!
i quite like the new profiles. many people are complaining, but i think it displays people's taste really well.
i've had a very stressful week, but yesterday was sort of amazing. and today only requires me to read a lot, watch good movies, and eat chocolate!<3
have a good night everyone!